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[Mar. 15th, 2012|09:34 pm] |
Obviously BEFORE I was pregnant. Something Brandon took of me while we were in Russia.
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[Mar. 15th, 2012|09:26 pm] |
Went out to Avarice last night and ran into Mere's father. SO glad that my belly didn't show. I'm still getting used to not being able to do much of ANYTHING due to lack of balance right now.
Also, new hair! |
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| Loved One |
[Oct. 25th, 2011|02:24 pm] |
Brandon Bale:
I'm not sure that I can express all the ways that I love Brandon. I think, lately, it comes from the fact that he put up with me the last year during my...issues. He makes me feel like I'm still worth something, even though last year I kind of made a destruction path in my life with friends, coworkers, loved ones, but he's still here with me. He even came all the way out here to my homeland so that I could get better. He's irreplaceable. |
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| Character Questions |
[Jun. 10th, 2010|09:15 pm] |
1. What one act in your past are you most ashamed of? What one act in your past are you most proud of? I'm actually not ashamed of anything. I'm proud of everything that I've done. Doesn't sound humble, does it?
2. Have you ever been in an argument before? Over what, with who, and who won? The closest I had to an honest to goodness argument? I nearly got into one with Skylar after the whole 'Gwen and Skylar' incident. I wanted to remain as impartial as possible, but I almost lost my temper after her 'friend' kept saying things about her. Apparently that backfired. I'm sorry for what happened to her afterward, though. The two incidents aren't quite as connected as Skylar seemed to think.
3. Have you ever been in a physical fight before? Over what, with who, and who won? *laughs* I fight for a living. I tend to get into at least one almost every night or it hasn't been a good night.
4. What do you feel most strongly about? I like to believe that everyone has some good in them deep down, even if they don't seem to realize it.
5. What do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people? I'm actually not one to fake much in my life. I'm simply too busy.
6. What trait do you find most admirable, and how often do you find it? I find loyalty most admirable, and it can be a rare thing. I'm surrounded by it, though, and I'm very lucky.
7. Is there anything you think should not be incorporated into the media or art (sex, violence, greed, etc.,)? If so, what and why, and if not, why not? I actually believe in freedom of speech. I come from a country where the media is highly controlled, so it's amazing what can be said on TV here.
8. Do you have any feelings in general that you are disturbed by? What are they? Why do they disturb you? I get angry easily, and I'm not sure why. I'm also possessive of both Brandon and my Watcher. I really don't understand those feelings. I've never been cheated on or lost someone close to me, so I don't understand why I'm like that.
9. What is your religious view of things? What religion, if any, do you call your own? I don't really follow religion much. No one explains what I deal with every night.
10. Do you think the future is hopeful? Why?I believe that the future is very hopeful. I have every intention of marrying Brandon and having that beautiful girl who happens to be my daughter. Hopefully more than just her. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2010|09:03 pm] |
1. Would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? Why? I'm one of the few women left in LA who are straight. Well, me and Sin, it seems. I'm just not attracted to girls, it seems.
2. Who was the first person you had sex with? When did it happen? What was it like? How well did it go? *blushes* It was Brandon, actually. Yes, I was a virgin until I was almost nineteen, thank you. Not everyone can be fully sexually experienced by the time they are fourteen! It happened late last year, right before I moved in with him. It was very nice, and that's all you get to hear!
3. Have you ever had a same-sex experience? Who with, what was it like, and how did it go? No I haven't. I seem to be in the minority.
4. What is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? Would you ever try it? I don't know exactly. I don't exactly have to hide much from Brandon.
5. What was the wildest thing you've ever done, sexually? Who was it with and when did it happen? Anything I've ever done was with Brandon, thank you. And I'm not writing that here!
6. Is there any sexual activity that you enjoy and/or practice regularly that can be considered non-standard? (Bondage, Fantasy Play, etc.) Why do you like it? *blushes* Um...Brandon and I...get a little *rough* in bed. He also occasionally likes costumes. I like it because it's...well, it's fun and it feels good.
7. Is there any sexual activity that you will not, under any circumstances, do? I'm *really* not interested in a threesome. One affected one of my friends pretty badly. Besides, I'm not much of a sharer, anyway.
8. Do you currently have a lover? What is their name, and what is your relationship like? What are they like? Why are you attracted to them? Brandon Bale, and the relationship if fantastic. He's quiet, sweet, and caring, and I adore him very much. I'm attracted to him because he understands me. He also brought me out of my shell like no one else could.
9. What is the perfect romantic date? A night at home watching movies. What? I'm easy to please.
10. Describe the perfect romantic partner for you. Brandon, actually. Completely and utterly.
11. Do you ever want to get married and have children? When do you see this happening? Well, I have a daughter from the future who says that we were still married where she was from. So...I tend to lean toward thinking that it's going to happen. I also look forward to it.
12. What is more important - sex or intimacy? Why? Now I would say both, but I'd rather have intimacy before sex. I'd want it to be with someone I trust.
13. What was your most recent relationship like? Who was it with? (Does not need to be sexual, merely romantic.) The only relationship I had before Brandon was with a boy in Sunnydale named Jonathan. He was a very sweet boy, but we barely did more than hug or kiss a couple of times.
14. What's the worst thing you've done to someone you loved? I guess the worst thing I do is that I get jealous. It's not that I don't trust Brandon, it's that I don't trust other women around him. He's far more charming than I think he gives himself credit for. |
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| Character Questions |
[Jun. 9th, 2010|04:49 pm] |
1. How did you find out about the supernatural? Did someone tell you, or did it find you and come bite you in the ass? I found out when someone came to Russia to tell me that I was a Slayer potential. I cussed him out in English because that was really all of the English that I knew at the time. This is what you get when you learn English from Pulp Fiction.
2. For those that became supernatural (vampires, turned werewolves, Slayers), when did you go through whatever made you supernatural? What was it like (in your opinion)? I was actually imbued with Slayer powers while driving to LA. It was not pleasant to realize what had happened. I was worried that someone had died, since I had not been told about the spell before it happened.
3. What do you think now of being supernatural, or what do you think of the supernatural in general? Is it cool, or have you been screwed by it in some way? I actually do not mind it. Being a Slayer is a good thing, because that means I can protect myself and others.
4. Do you have a mentor? Who are they? How did you become their student? My Watcher is Jeremy Lewis. He's a good man, and trains me well. He's also a nice guy outside of 'work' as well.
5. Do you have any magical items? Where did you get them? I do not have any magical items, but I do have lots of weapons that I use to fight evil things. They work *very* well.
6. What do you think of the other types of supernatural creatures? Why for each? (If you haven't met something, do you think it exists, and if it does, is that bad or good?) I actually do not mind most of them, as long as they stay out of trouble. Slayers are just as capable of causing evil, though. (Look at what Candi Harrington did to us.) Don't cause trouble, and we shall be fine.
7. What is something you had to learn during your training that you hated? Why did you hate it? I hated having to learn how to use stick to fight with. I cannot even remember the name of it. Who am I? Friar Tuck? |
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|12:47 pm] |
1. What was your family like? My family is very good people. Or is it 'my family are very good people'? Now they are back in Russia. Well, my parents are back with the rest of the family.
2. Who was your father, and what was he like? He's kind of what people think of as a stereotypical Russian: giant bear of a man. He's not scary at all, though. He's very gregarious and loving.
3. Who was your mother, and what was she like? My mother is a very sweet woman, and very loving. I miss her a lot, actually.
4. What was your parents marriage like? Were they married? Did they remain married? They are still married, and they love each other very much. They still like being together, which is apparently an anomaly.
5. What were your siblings names? What were they like? I actually have no siblings. I am an only child.
6. What's the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you? What's the worst thing you've done to one of your siblings? N/A
7. When's the last time you saw any member of your family? Where are they now? I haven't seen any of my family in over a year. They all live in Russia now.
8. Did you ever meet any other family members? Who were they? What did you think of them? My family is actually close, so yes. We also lived with my babushka (grandmother) when we lived in Russia, so I saw her all the time. |
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| Bolding Meme |
[Nov. 15th, 2009|12:07 pm] |
Bold if it applies to you.
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|11:48 am] |
1. What hobbies do you have? I actually like doing physics problems. That's incredibly nerdy, isn't it? Um...I like listening to music, too. I can't really play any instruments, and my singing is only tolerable, but I do enjoy music a lot.
2. Who is your closest friend? Describe them and how you relate to them. Other than Brandon, it's Sin. I think we initially bonded over hair colors, but ended up finding out that we have a lot in common.
3. Who is your worst enemy? Describe them and why you don't get along. I don't think I have one. Anyone who hits on Brandon too much is asking for it, though.
4. What bands do you like? Do you even pay attention? I'll listen to anything. I actually love watching Brandon play when I can get him to tell me where he's at.
5. What tape or CD hasn't left your player since your purchased it? Why? The CD I listen to changes, well, every hour or so. Nothing stays in it for very long.
6. What song is "your song?" Why? 'The Carnival Is Over' by Mumiy Troll. It's just my favorite song.
7. What's been your favorite movie of all time? Pulp Fiction. I learned my first English words from it.
8. Read any good books? What were they? Anna Karenina is the one that I read over and over again.
9. What do you watch on the Television? Whatever's on. I usually don't pay attention.
10. When it comes to mundane politics, do you care? If so, which way do you tend to vote? If not, why don't you care? Not one single bit. I'm not even from this country. Why would I care? I'm still adjusting to capitalism, to be honest. Well, stable capitalism. |
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| Relationship Survey |
[Oct. 18th, 2009|03:59 pm] |
1. Who are you currently involved with? Brandon Bale.
2. What things initially drew you to this person? He was one of the few musicians I've ever met that can carry a conversation. It's amazing how rare that is.
3. Now that you're actually involved with the person, what things keep you interested in them? He loves me and I love him back. I wasn't aware that there were other parts to this.
4. Do you think you'll be with this person for the rest of your life? I like to think so.
5. What are your favorite things about the person you're with? He respects me. He respects my wishes and goes with them.
6. If you could, what would you change about them?I do not think I'd change a think.
7. Are you truly happy with this person? If not, why? I am truly happy.
8. What things, if any, do you have in common, interest-wise, with who you're with? We both enjoy a good fight. We both enjoy going out to clubs together.
9. Would you say you're in love with this person? I would.
10. How does this person make you feel, deep down inside? Loved and appreciated.
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